After a long term relationship where we lost our virginity to each other, my girlfriend “broke up” with me and had a one night stand a couple days later. She called me the next day crying and feeling pretty guilty about things.
We’re back together now and after a little probing she told me some details about what happened.
She said that he was big and when I asked how big she said “huge”. That he was 7.5-8″ and really thick and that she wondered why he didn’t do porn.
So now she’s bought 2 new toys. A rabbit vibe and a dildo, both way bigger than anything she’s had previously.
While the perv in me is excited by seeing her hole stretched and watching her cum so hard, I’m feeling extremely inadequate and self-conscious now.
I used to talk dirty during sex. Things like “you like that big dick? Can you feel that?” because I knew I was the only one she had ever had.
Well now I know the answer to my own questions (“not really”). He had her in positions that she admits to liking but that I’ll never be able to do because of my size.
I know the general advice to those with small dicks is “get really good at licking pussy”. I am and that’s not helping.
How the hell do I get my confidence in bed back after she’s been with this “porn star”?
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