unfortunately I have to say this is not a troll because it sounds like. I really wish it was .. I spent that last day wishing that . but it is not.
previous post here
now the sad part. she just confirmed that she has aids. she insisted on protection since beginning. she had this fear . she just confirmed it today. and told me the story about it ( she always referred to it but never told it)
I am lost like shit. crying my eyes out and shit. tried to hide from it. it doesn’t help. she has aids and that can’t be changed by running away.
She refuse to tell anyone at the moment (not before finishing her exams – after about a month) her father -what a fucking irony- is heavily involved in the anti-aids , aids- protection activities . but she refused to inform any one before the end of her exams.
I am lost and don’t even know what am I expecting of posting here. but I don’t know I was hoping for any light for me, her , or about defeating this mother fucker
we don’t live in US nor Europe, we are somewhere in Middle east. however she can travel to Europe easily if solution is recommended there .
I am lost between :
I don’t know shit about aids I am afraid of losing her and can’t think of anything else ( she is strong though, not sure if that is based on knowledge or what .. as I said she is a medicine student from a medical house and heavily involved in anti-aids community and activities). can she be cured ? I know this is stupid Is there a possibility that she is just carrying the disease but not affecting her ? ( I remember some shit like that about aids) and about me . what should I do for her ? she wants me to stay strong not like the pile of crap I am currently because she doesn’t want to be weak . How can I be ? and how can I stay safe and aids free ? (so far I am ok for sure, lets say I checked and I am fine). how can I maintain that ?
any advise from you people out there ? I am really shattered here .and I truly love her and scared like a tiny cat.
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